So, a few things have been on my mind for the past few hours, and I watched a little motivational video on of my many lords and saviors made, one of which was Markiplier, and so, I decided I would write this little journal. To get these things off my chest, and hopefully help one of you out there who's having trouble with something like hate or lack of motivation.
Firstly, no matter what, there's always gonna be someone better than you. Because when it gets right down to it, it's all in opinion. It's just like anime, you can't trust those top 10 lists or whatever (unless you're looking for suggestions, but for that you should ask a friend or look at reviews or whatever). There is no 'best anime of all anime' or 'the anime that rules them all.' That's all you, you're opinion. And the same goes for art. People like different styles, or different types, yadda yadda. Before, back when I was very ignorant of the world (that time when you don't really know anything, and just go blindly through life, if you know what I mean. the 'you're just a kid, with not a care in the world' time period in life. ya get me? plz comment below i want to know), I never had the art goal I have now, which is to become a succesful mangaka, with fans, going to conventions, etc etc. That's been my dream, and my absolute number one priority, for a months now, and I've improved a LOT since then. I used to draw just to pass the time. I was a very lonely kid, with literally nobody to hang out with. Eventually, my drawing got the attention of the younger kids, and they began hanging around me. But that's besides the point (I wanted friends my age. this was when i switched schools). That was when I had no goal in art, other than to just 'get good,' which for me, wasn't really a goal. I still needed a style, as well. Which resulted in me mindlessly drawing without even acknowledging the disproportionate trash I was making (well, most of it was trash. the ones that were good I have up on my wall). I didn't even do proper practice like I do now (practicing human anatomy, hair, all seperately. that kind of practice). And there were so many artists out there who were better than me. I wanted to be as good as them, maybe even surpass (while at a young age too), but that still wasn't a good enough goal for me. Then halfway through the summer, I fell into the hell that we all call anime. And that resulted in me wanting an anime drawing style.
To double up with that, I had a project going on at that time. A book that I was working on. At the time, I wasn't very good at writing, but still pretty decent. I eventually stopped writing that and decided to turn it into a manga instead. And I wanted to tell that story as much as I wanted to live (after my depressing phase of course). So that lead to my intense desire to become a manga artist, and now I draw and practice as much as I can manage. Actually I have my notebook open right now to a doodle I made to practice anatomy. It's sitting to my right, leaning on my bedframe. :3
Now, you might be wondering. THATGIRLNERD! What does this have to do with motivation? (Yes, I did make a reference to the King of Minecraft, Adam himself (Sky Does Minecraft). Back when he did mod reviews and didn't have facecam). Well, first I just wanted to tell my story, as i always do in things like these.
So, what I'm saying is, what exactly do you aim for in art? Is it far away? Is it close? Or perhaps you've already reached it? If you're having trouble in art, then make sure you have a goal, and you know what it is. Mine, for example, is to become a successful, famous, American mangaka. And if you don't think you're good enough, then I swear I will fucking get my ass over there and fucking punch you. You don't need to be good enough to have something in art. You need the passion, that burning desire in your heart. That's all you need to have something in art.
Now, onto my next topic. HATE!!
Ahem. *clears throat*. You're a faggot. Go drink bleach.
How do you feel? Mad? Sad? Depressed? (im really sorry if i actually genuinly hurt you just now. here, have a Pepsi) Or perhaps you simply don't give a flying fuck of what some dick on the internet is going to say to you.
Just to clarify, I didn't mean that seriously. It was all for the following and the topic of hate. You, dude reading this, you're awesome. Stay awesome. I don't have any right to judge you or call you names in any way if I don't even know who the fuck you are.
When you get hate, how do you deal with it? Do you let it sink in, eat a little of you, then forget about it? Or do you just not care?
The best way to go about hate is to just not give a flying fuck of what some dick is gonna say to you over the internet, I repeat, the
INTERNET. They have no right to... Okay, so I was watching so Markifart vlogs to listen to while I practice drawing, and one of them was about
HAAATE. (right click and select new tab if you're going to continue reading).
So all I can say about hate is, JUST DON'T FUCKING CARE!!! I don't have personal experience with this, but I can imagine it realistically.
Anyway, moving on to topic number three! I guess this will just be some art tips I've got.
My biggest and best tip I can give (that isn't motivation related) is, study hand drawn animation. Even if you don't want to do anything like that in the future with art. The more you know how to draw the better, amirite?
Being the otaku I am, I watch enough anime to do this a lot. I recommend the ones where you can tell that somebody drew and scanned it. Like One Punch Man and Mob Psycho 100.
I've seen enough to have a pretty good idea of how to draw the human (male) body. Referring to the doodle I mentioned before, the only other time I ever practiced drawing the human body was maybe a year ago. I hardly have any experience with drawing the arm muscles or shoulders blades or etc.
I think I'll stop here. It's 3 am and I'm getting a little loopy again. Plus I wanna get back to drawing.
I hope this helped.